Yesterday, I was having a really bad day due to some family conflicts. I had literally been verbally rejected, and it had really hurt my heart. So I laid around crying and thought, "there is no way I'm going to feel better." I thought about how I had felt Saturday night when Sean and I did a session in the Bountiful temple. I knew I needed to go there. I got dressed and faced my fears by going to the SLC temple. I hate driving in downtown Salt Lake, and the temple is so big, it scares me. So Sean and I always just go to the Bountiful temple because it is familiar to me and we don't have the headache of parking. Immediately peace washed over me as I entered the Conference Center parking lot. I had really felt a difference.
I brought my camera and my temple bag and I walked on temple grounds. There was still an ache in my heart, but it didn't feel as bad. I walked to the temple and entered with confidence. I had to ask for instructions and directions again and again as I was looking for my way. After I did some inititories, I went and sat in the Celestial room for an hour. I pondered the love of God and His gift of Jesus Christ. I then got to tour parts of the temple and found the room where Sean and I were sealed for time and eternity. I just stood outside the room for several minutes. Memories filled my heart of my love for Sean. In that very room, I was sealed to Sean Willardson. It was that room, that had begun the greatest adventure of my life.
I then walked around temple grounds for a half hour and captured these dazzling pictures on my awesome camera.
I hope that one day I will be able to have children, and in primary they will sing, "I love to see the temple. I’ll go inside someday. I’ll covenant with my Father; I’ll promise to obey. For the temple is a holy place where we are sealed together. As a child of God, I’ve learned this truth: A family is forever."
I know that the Church of Jesus Christ of Latterday Saints is true. And I am so grateful to be born and raised a part of it. A family is forever.
I love it when you post on your blog! Your posts always touch me in some way. I especially loved the post below about Miracles. That is so awesome about Sean's mom. Porntepp baptized his mom too! Such a neat experience.
ReplyDeleteHey Anne! I love your guys' blog! What a sweet post about the holy temple! Hope everything will turn out ok with your family!
ReplyDelete